que sera sera

you know how some smells and sounds just reminds of you certain ppl, certain times or bring back this rush of memories. i think its especially potent to me.

was listening to que sera, and i remembered how my mummy used to sing it to me when i was young. every night before i sleep. and its been so long, and sometimes i kinda miss it. and then there's this hair product she uses, and that smell just gives me this warm feeling (sounds weird i know). shrugs.

i identify diff smells with diff ppl. or songs. like 'the reason' is tagged to ming. or 'i'm with you' is tagged to rachel. because of some stuff we shared. doesn't have to be monumental, but it just sticks. 'collide' with interdependent. the list goes on and on. and also how rachel has her own unique smell, like soap. that i love (: and anwar smells like baby powder. hahaha. all my random observations. and there's you, with your smell. that i can't forget. i can't let go. and everytime i smell it, it brings this huge rush of memories and emotions.

i'm starting to see everything in a new light. i appreciate things alot more. cos it might be the last time i see it. shrugs. i'm like all prepared to leave alr. and i know there'll be things i will find really hard to let go, so i'm slowly saying goodbye. so when the time comes, i can remember everything, without having to rush around trying to squish everything into my memory.

: que sera :: sly and the family stone :